Well, EOYS were just over last friday. Preparing for this EOYs have been a total nightmare, as I've not listened in most classes throughout the year. All the other stuff happening just made me so freaking tired that i couldn't concentrate in class, didn't finish all the homework i have every day, and so I had to like re-learn every single thing in 3 weeks, other than math. towards the end i was so sick and tired of mugging i just wanted everything to be done and over with. In the end it didn't turn out too bad I think, but i still feel bad that i didn't really mug for bio until the day before as i was gonna drop it :s

I thought that i'll be dam high and happy after the end of the papers, but it didn't turn out to be so. I was definitely relieved, but after a brief period of high-ness, all the hype just died down and i felt very empty inside, like something just disappeared, and i was feeling quite sian after that. Really funny how life actually works. You look forward to something so bad, but when it actually comes, you don't feel as you thought you would at all.

I'm actually looking forward to the results coming up, but i know that if i get anything above 3.7, i'll be happy, but i certainly don't deserve it as studies hasn't been something i put enough effort into until like 3 or 4 weeks before eoys started :/

A teacher said something after one of the papers (forgot which). He was scolding us...and this line came out. "......spent 4 years of your RI life just for this", with 'this' referring to the EOYs. Its not the exact wording, but the gist is there. I was like...wtf man. 4 years of RI life with the ultimate aim being EOYs?!?! i admit that this year's EOYs are really important, as it'll decide our JC class and all, but the freaking EOYs are not the only thing we have in our whole freaking 4 years! RI is more than just about exams. For me, RI is about your friends, juniors, seniors, your CCAs, what you do daily, and the other stuff that you do in school, and exams are just a small sub-set of all these many things. If your ultimate aim in 4 years of RI life is to score for this EOYs, and there are people who are like that, then all i can say is that you've more or less wasted a good part of 4 years in RI.

ah well, enough ranting about EOYs. I just realized that i've not said anything about this, but YFC awards interviews happened like a few weeks ago. Week 1 of DMP saturady.

There's only 1 word to describe everything that happened the day before when we prepared. MAD! We started preparing at like 5pm on friday afternoon, went out for dinner, and guess what? we went for a movie at 1am with our slides and cue-cards not finalized :/ got back at 3+ before finalizing the things and rehearsed till the next morning. Other than joshua who like managed to sleep a good hour or 2 and still dun wanna wake up, the rest of us just napped a bit here and there. And even then it was still dam hilarious, with joshua waking up and machine gunning everyone as if he was in Iraq now fighting a war or something HAHA. I really feel like posting the video up on facebook lei HAHA :P but in the end despite that almost sleep-less and mad night, we managed to pull of quite a good presentation. Still a key-notes presentation, but something different that was i guess more entertaining and impactful.

ok now that eoys are over i'm gonna make sure i post more regularly (I hope :P)

and can anyone like suggest things that i can do???? i'm getting bored but don't feel like mugging chinese at all :s